[Soo Won didn't know how to answer that when he threw away his loved ones. His heart ached when he thought about the past. Each day with Hak and Yona had been beautiful and carried a light that he never felt again. Lili reignited that fragile flame but his happiness was tainted by his betrayal. As much as he longed to go back to how they were he couldn't and his regret quietly slipped out.]

I wish they didn't. I couldn't dare to hope for their understanding after what I did to them but they were at my side like I always wanted. Yet at the same time they were forever out of reach. It was unsettling.