[Calm? Oh, if Sunny only knew how the other actually felt, Kel merely blessed the self control that came with years of practice in masking his own negative feelings, mostly because he wasn't good at understanding them most of the time and he didn't feel like bothering people with them.

The sight of the other's eye made his stomach churn, but there was no point in showing that to Sunny. He was the one who lost an eye after all.

Sunny was his best friend, he had always been and this... Kel had to keep it together. If the other jumped it was because something had to be seriously wrong, broken, and now Sunny was forced to 'live' with the consequences of that. Knowing he also killed another person with himself.

Saying sorry wasn't enough, but at the same time there was no way to simply... go back. And Kel was perhaps too afraid of being alone in such a place just to push the other away- there was selfishness in his patience too.]

Don't be. It was awful but bros stick together, right? I know you're going through a lot of bad thoughts right now- everything sucks, but we're going to figure this out mh?

[He did try to reach, but as soon as his hand reached his field of view Kel had to lower it. Feelings were... complicated.]

I can't say I understand how you're feeling, but... for whatever I'm here.

[It wasn't like he had any other place where to go...]