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Kel ([personal profile] knockingatthedoor) wrote in [community profile] thecrossinglogs 2024-11-11 09:37 am (UTC)

CW: suicide mention

[She was there and Kel didn't know how to feel about it. The feelings bubbling in his stomach were countless and chaotic- they ranged from anger (how could she kill herself? How could she ruin everything?) to happiness (oh, he missed her so much), from fear (why was she still there? How did time even work in such a hellish place?) to confusion (what did she mean she was just fighting with Sunny?). The only thing he knew, Kel was glad Hero wasn't around to see her, it was already awful enough he was probably going to believe both Kel and Sunny took their own lives.

Of course he had seen Sunny, but just before arriving there, not...
]

Ah... [He glanced down at her fingers, biting his lips and trying to hold back tears. He wanted to yell at her, letting her know her selfishness turned things so awful Hero suffered for years, that Aubrey changed for the worse, that Sunny took his own life for whatever reason and Basil- he couldn't even think about what Basil did. Still, when he finally found the strenght to talk, his tone was soft.] I don't know where he is but we can look for him together, right? No need to get scared at this point, right? If... if he's not around, we can only hope for the better.

[It would mean Kel's body managed to soften the fall enough to keep him on the 'other side' at least. Oh, please, please...]

I... breathe with me. Remember the breathing exercises Hero taught us? Do you want us to do them together?

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