[Well, maybe it is? He can't say it's entirely abnormal - he still lives with his brother and still follows Alphys on social media, after all. Neither of whom has ever been this... blunt... about the self-loathing, but... He has to figure, dying would put something of a pall on the idea of further self improvement, even if one is still lingering around after death somehow.]
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Hmmm.... Trying, or failing?